The One Where the Mother Feels Useless
Post cycle 3 chemo - Day 6 We are half way through the chemotherapy - and when I say 'we' of course I mean Jane, who is as strong, amazing and more beautiful than ever. With each session of drugs so far, it seems to take longer than last time to feel normal again, though of course real "normal" won't be for a while yet. The drugs in the chemotherapy treatment so far are f luorouracil (also called 5FU) e pirubicin c yclophosphamide docetaxel (also called T axotere ®) (FEC-T from the initials of the drugs name) The side effects include risk of infection, bruising, feeling or being sick, diarrhoea, sore mouth, anaemia, loss of appetite, taste change, hair loss, sore eyes, skin changes and of course,desperate tiredness and aching bones. This is what I am watching my daughter suffer, and this is why I feel useless. It's past the time of trite comments of "why her and not me ?" and wishing that I could take i...